how one might be reluctant to submit to a sadist…b/c it may show an angry “fight-back” side of them…and the sadist might leave them
It seems I am being wooed by a self proclaimed sadist. Let’s call him Shirt.
I am hesitant. Not because of him. He has been kind, thoughtful, chatty even. He’s approached me gently as I would wish and been honest and upfront about his interest in me. So why am I hesitant, scared even?
So far my experiences have been around pleasing the man I am with. Submitting to his pleasure and being used for his pleasure. Having my pleasure dominated. I enjoy being spanked, flogged, whipped. I enjoy the way it pushes me, focuses me, learning how much I can take, the building of pain. But I’m not sure I would describe myself as a masocist.
I have seen that people want to be made to cry, to beg, plead, to writhe, cry out with and in pain. I have seen that people want to see someone experience that…
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